no swimming for me

well, i'm not going swimming at the courage center today. the pca who was supposed to take me didn't come to work, so i didn't have anyone to take me because there were only 2 pca's on duty and one of the pca's was leaving, leaving one pca on site to look over our program, so neither of them could take me. maurice and i got todd (the pca who was supposed to take me swimming) a birthday card too, it was his birthday yesterday and he was supposed to come back to work today, so i guess he won't be getting that either, it was funny too.. a waste of money. i really wanted to see the pca who was supposed to be taking me swimming because he was supposed to be giving me that card to his other job to see if i could get into their housing/living program and i wanted to go swimming. i had to tell the driver of the transportation company that i wasn't going swimming and he said, "oh.. not good." and i just shook my head and said, "no." this is how my life works though.